i can never get where i want to be because i can only give about 85% total effort without being injured..in fact, i still get injured apparently while fucking SLEEPING regardless of the effort i give...i'm fed up and pissed off
i have a damn checklist that i need to give a doctor, all the while i'll be given the same shit about taking it easy, or time off....guess what? 3 years ago i took 6 full months off and came back to the same crap
http://www.thevipboard.com/index.php?showtopic=19561
remember this? where the pain was behind my knee and felt kind of like my hamstring? well...it got better and today was the 2nd day of my new training program..it was leg day....
i put a measly 135lbs on the bar to get a warm up squat set of 20....2nd rep and down i go...my knee all but gave out...it was "squeaking" and very painful...same knee, too, right side...oh...but this time it was my KNEE CAP, directly behind the knee..felt like the patella was loose..a completely different pain
so i said FUCK THIS...i put on my knee wraps...same pain...i went to the leg extension machine just to see if i could do even LOWER weight for slow steady reps...nope...that fucked me up too
on top of that i couldnt do calf work because apparently my right tarsals (the "knuckles of my right foot) felt sprained
...next time someone says it's just pain and to push through it i'll rip their throat out with my bare hands...it's easy to say it's just pain, but i am completely unable to push through anything like this...
it's like i'm on the brink of injury every time i train, with every lift i do, thus the 85% thing...
what in the holy hell do i do???? i've almost given up training altogether because of the same old crap every year....i've taken glucosamine/MSM/chondroiton blah blah blah for months with no results...
have not tried aflutop...dont have the money for that right now...the only thing that has ever made me feel better was deca, period, the end
suggestions? prayers? dr recommendations? i honestly can see why fuckers get hooked on nubain now if they have to deal with this crap day in and day out
...and please...if you say something like "Welcome to bodybuilding" or something like that..i'll...i'll...i'll...i'll piss on your blue suede shoes! LOL













